Tuesday, November 11, 2008

In a funk

I haven't been feeling too great lately. People in general, are starting to annoy me. Whether at work, at home, outside the home. I'd like to go far away from human contact but two things are stopping me. I will miss my kids and the husband, and there isn't any place where you could retreat from the 4 million people on the little island of Singapore.

So I am gritting my teeth and trying to bear with it. While I'm at it, please allow me to rant.

Some people are just so full of bullshit. What they preach is not what they practice. And because they don't realize you can see right through their crap, they stay on their high horses and preach to you some more. Pass me the puke bag, please.

Then there are people who suck the life out of you. They demand your full attention and if you move your focus on someone/something else, they behave like a kid who doesn't get the candy that he wants. Get a life.

And then there are those who make use of you. They take your time and sap your energy. They make promises and then disappear. WTF?

While I'm typing all of these negatives out, I'm starting to remind myself of the kind souls I know. Like the one who, without hesitation, gave me his Blackberry because he's got a new super duper one (you the man!). And then there is one who tells me like it is, but with so much kindness and concern.

So, excuse me while I retreat into my own solitary shell for a moment or two and mull upon what to do with the crazies and how to hang on to the lovelies. God bless.

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